Day Two

The only best friend i had the only person i trusted with my feelings my insecurities can just walk away like nothing & this morning like always i feel like im bothering . It sucks because theres no one else i can talk to no one else i can share these moments i have with our daughter . Sucks to know he was never really my Best friend . Best friends stick together through everything no matter what happens but in this case he was someone i just forced to be with me until he got tired of being obligated five years later . Wish i would have thought like this 5 years ago and not spend all of these filling them up with memories and pictures .